Tuesday, June 12, 2007

What do I thirst for?

Connection

Home

Authenticity

Realness

Control

???

Yes I admit it - I'm a control freak! I've started back at a job I do annually. Its high pressure I admit. But normally I ease myself back into it a bit like a frog being dropped into water with its temperature rising slowly so I don't notice. But it was boiling today and yesterday. And I'm dependent on other people doing things and so I feel 'out of control'. But now I've admitted my control issues I do feel a bit better.

breathe

breathe

breathe

!!

I can go back to the fray and just do the next thing in front of me. I find that helps a lot. And Lists.

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